Shall we dance?

Christmas time

   I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and ate a whole lot and got to spend time with all the special people in your life. I know I did. Here are a few snippets from my Christmas excitement.
♥Meagan

i run in circles

i run in circles
round and round all the more
i know what to do
but they just never get done
my mistakes are repetitive
and my actions hold no grace
i know what i want bu the repetitive numb circle keeps me traped

inspiations

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Who you are

a bit busy and sick

I hate how every time i'm on the verge of making schedules and what not allergies kick in! For the past week i have been fighting the felling to sleep all day, since by 4pm it looks like 10pm. I have been brain storming up a storm (heehee), watching freaks and geeks, cuddling with buns, and been laying down.

I have noticed that i get super excited on the begging of the months because it is a fresh start on goals and all that jazz. I have been thinking of thing I really want my blog to be that i am in love with. I have been trying to sew because I have to make a whole spring like by January (holy goodness!) I need to study for my drivers test because NO ONE like being my taxi anymore. Also I have been trying to make my room more like an inspirational studio.I have just a bit going on, but i think it feel or looks like a lot because i don't do it. Yeah, shame on me! So that is my goal really just staying busy every day!
Do you have any monthly goals?
♥Meagan

the famous leaf turning

Who thought at nineteen I would be frustrated about what people thought of me? I as sure didn't. By 13 years old I felt like I knew who I was and I was okay and a bit over joyed. I knew I was weird and that no one got most of what I did, and I dressed a lot different then most teenagers. I was fine with ME! Then came the blogging world. About 2 years ago I started my blog. But in the attempt to do that I got clouded by all the trendy things going on in the blogger world. I felt like I had to be like then to make my mark but that didn't happen. I lost myself in the polished outfits, nude makeup, and watered down interest. I am not say that all of that is bad because I do get inspiration out of it, but you can not shove yourself into something that is nowhere near who you are. I had become a box of something that I despised. I lost joy with who I was, how I viewed things, and my days felt horrible. I felt like I was to old to do anything magnificent  since so many people by my age had there stuff together.  I kept looking back at the shadow of who I was I hoped one day maybe just one day I could be me, happy, unmatched me again! About a few weeks ago I became really frustrated with who I had become, reminiscing on how I used to view the world. So shock off fake me and went on walks like I used to, started altering my clothes again, bedazzled everything, and stated dreaming again. I know I have so much in store for me, and that I just need to stay true to myself. This post might be a little clique but I am so fine with it!
Are there somethings you want to or have turned a leaf to?
♥Meagan

Hello November

hello my dear November. nice to see you cold weather, pumpkin pies, get together's, board games, and movies nights. hello fall conference, turkey day, hot chocolate dates, and craft nights. welcome good habits, God books, loving myself, and being me again. November i will see you through many nights and pretty days!

Its Halloween!

Happy Halloween! I am so excited. I love Halloween. This year I'm a bit bummed because we're not going to have are yearly haunted house, but that means I can carve pumpkins and watch scary movie. I haven't done that in a while. what is in store for this fine holiday?
♥meagan

weekend bits

Happy Monday! This weekend felt like a dragged on but ended so quickly, if that makes any sense.I had a really busy and lazy weekend.  On Friday I just watched movies and vegged. But on Saturday I woke up extremely early and had to make a cake and cupcakes for my sisters birthday party and then had to do some make-up. It was good I had a lot to do a lot to organize and think about.

1//On Friday it rained and the clouds looked like they were going to explode 2//getting woken up by bunny kisses is the best part on my day 3//found some weird bugs while pomagranite picking 4//make-up 5&6// Poisson Ivy

Doing make-up this weekend motivated me to really start up again and not care and just really GO FOR IT!
How was your weekend?
♥Meagan

Plastic charm braclet :D.I.Y

Lately I have noticed that some how I have lost a lot of my jewelry and have been dying for more (dying is taking it a bit far.) Since I have crazy amounts of jewelry making stuff I have been making some. Awhile back I got some Tokidoki make-up brushes and the plastic box had all kinds of great pictures. So being a huge hoarder as I am I kept them not knowing what to use  them for. I finally have put them to good use!



You will need chain, plastic pictures, hole puncher, wire tools, jump rings and a clasp.




1. Hole punch all plastic pieces.
2. Put jump ring though hole punch.
3. Add onto chain
4. Add the clasp to the ends
You are DONE!
♥Meagan

word of wisdom

Lovely Letters

About a month ago I signed up for the lovey letters on Kitty and Buck. I got my letter pal/ pen pal, what ever they call it, and I was so excited to start writing and what not. Well today I finally got my first letter and it is amazingly awesome!My pen pal is Ann-Marie and she is great.
Everything was drawn by her. She even makes her own papers! creative right. I am really excited to keep going and leaning so many more new things. ♥Meagan

life snippits

This week was really busy and went by so fast! There was dirty mirror pictures, letters sent, earring messages, pretty fall blooms, basil, necklace designs, ears, rat bones, cucumbers, leafs and dark clouds. I had my first midterm of the year and it was really scary but I think I did rally good if you ask me. Also it finally has been getting cooler and I can now drink hot tea, dress in layers and dream about Halloween customs. It was a good and crazy week
♥Meagan

Flower crown and a long sleeve shirt

It has finally gotten fall like weather in these neck on the woods! Thank God! I thought I was going to go crazy the last week of that height.
Fall is my all time favorite, because I am obsessed with layers. Layers make everything super fun.  Today I was excited that I got to wear a flannel and two shirts and not die! I don't know if fall is the time to stop wearing vibrant flower crowns, but oh well. I have never been good with rules anyways:)


♥Meagan

Art journal

Recently I start a art journal, I had worked on it one day but wasn't really sure what I wanted to do or how to. I is my first one, so I was looking for inspiration and things. But the other night when I had a really rough sleepless night ideas and thoughts started trickling in.



I decided just to give myself free rein and no limits to what it should look like.  I wanted a life journal, kind of like a diary, but with sketches, and quotes or what not.  There are pages that are blank with one solid color. I have been trying to work on it every other day or so. I love how it brings out creativity that I didn't even know I had. Heehee
♥Meagan